Thursday, July 31, 2014

good days



"....one of our greatest accomplishments in life is honestly admitting our flaws. For so long I convinced myself I was not really that person who was co-dependent, angry and allowed myself to be a doormat.
But I was that person.



Accepting what was not right about me, the true causes my suffering and lack of self-love, was the wake up call I needed to make the changes necessary to make me into the person I always wanted to be.
Being honest with ourselves about ourselves is the first step to becoming who we really want to be."


We all have ego trips that create illusions which keep us from seeing who we really are and what we are capable of doing. We are blocking ourselves from infinite possibilities that are available to us. We need to discover ways to remove the blockages. The amazing thing is once you remove a blockage you instantly have access to the energy that blockage was keeping away from you and you see the blockage was a limitation of your own creation.
(the ego loves the comfort zone)

The best day of your life will be when you realize others are not causing your unhappiness or misfortune...(it's just your childish little ego wanting to feel safe)

Believing your own lies makes you feel safe, and believing the lies of other people is tempting but when you decide to take responsibility and decide you are going to the work to create healthy habits that add value to your world, amazing things start to happen. When you hear the ego's voice it usually says something is impossible or too hard and it starts to make up excuses or rationalizations, it might even resort to being judgmental, and then easily goes back to being distracted and entertained...That voice is lying and once you stop believing in lies, everything in your life changes, just like magic....

the ego can only see one way, where as love is infinite like the universe.
People who desire to finish well accept that life is not fair. It doesn't mean they like unfairness or ignore it or don't try to improve matters. It means they will do what they can to be fair, themselves, and not let what is done, stop them from giving to life. It also means they may have to live through a difficult time, without immediate resolve, that will ask something of their personal character during times of unfairness. So, instead of being angry and having internal rage, they do something with their personal power and influence, for good and better. They often learn that anger over unfair actions won't accomplish what a good and honest life will


Consider letting it go

If you're filled with resentment or frustration, you're wasting your precious time and energy. The more quickly you can let the bad stuff go, the more quickly you can move on to the good stuff.

People and events will regularly cause delays, inconveniences, expenses, disappointments and worse in your life. Don't add to the damages by letting those things keep you down.

When people have wronged you or events have sidetracked you, you have plenty of great reasons for complaints and excuses. But complaints and excuses don't provide anything of value to your life.

Although whatever has happened to you may be highly unfair, wrong and inconsiderate, consider letting it go. For your own sake, consider letting it go.

Instead of giving others the power to get you down, give yourself the power to move forward. Instead of being content to collect those complaints and excuses, enjoy the freedom and satisfaction of making life positive and fulfilling no matter what.

Make the choice to live with joy, intention and purpose rather than with anger and resentment. Free yourself from the world's negativity by choosing to look ahead, to live ahead, and to get ahead.

Ralph Marston - The Daily Motivator

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

with the boom in the trunk




this was a long ass time ago but i just found these videos on my hard drive






w/ extended clip

rock ur mocs

copped these mocs back in 2012 at heard indian market
been rockin 'em ever since






i stay steady rockin 'em










mobbin









sundaze


just in case i forget how stupid i look

Saturday, July 26, 2014

i love breakfast

was watching this on tv yesterday

and i had to try that chicken fried steak for myself....
they have a location in phx up the street from my apt, i can't believe i've never been there until today, it seemed like it was good because the spot is always mad crowded with a long line, but now i see why, its dang good!

also decided to try another DDD spot for dinner
we got saffron risotto, ravioli quartet & lasagna

check http://www.flavortownusa.com/states/arizona for the AZ spots

Friday, July 25, 2014

ready to get radical

A common way in which we deal with unpleasant emotions is to suppress or ignore them. These are normal coping mechanisms our minds use to handle situations we don’t particularly want to deal with in the present moment. When strong emotions come into our consciousness, there is often something inside of us which says, “This is going to ruin my happiness right now and I don’t like that, so I’ll just deal with it later.” The problem with this approach is that ‘later’ never comes and these emotions get pushed further down, out of our conscious awareness.

It is a basic law of the universe that energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only change form. The same law applies to our consciousness. We can suppress emotions for a very long time, and although they leave our conscious awareness, it doesn’t mean they are completely gone. This repressed emotional energy gets buried deep within the basement of our subconscious, where it sits gathering ‘emotional dust’.

This ‘dust’ is actually emotional energy that resonates with the repressed emotion. These emotions also attract like-emotions, and they do this by bringing situations into our day-to-day life which activate and feed them with similar emotional energy. In this way, suppressed emotions (which are basically energetic patterns) begin to gain more power, until an emotional pressure begins to build.

This internal pressure of repressed emotions is what many of us are afraid to look at. This gradually accumulates until the pressure becomes too great to remain hidden, and rises to the surface in a fit of rage, depression or an uncharacteristic emotional reaction. When this breakdown happens, we feel a temporary relief from the released energy. However, if we don’t work to bleed out all the accumulated energy, the pressure will, once again, begin to build until the next ‘external’ event releases more of the pressure.

When an emotional trauma occurs, there is the choice to either deal with it effectively or to turn away from it. When we choose to turn away from it, we must do something with the energy of the situation. We either 1) repress/suppress the emotions, 2) express them (i.e. saying things out of anger), or 3) distract ourselves with something else.

These debilitating forms of handling emotions lead to the reinforcement of an emotional pattern within the psyche, which can eventually take on a life of its own and begin to run our lives. When approached in this way, the process can continue indefinitely, or until a complete (often called nervous) breakdown occurs. The nervous breakdown, although traumatic, usually has a very transformative effect because a vast amount of pent-up emotion is released in a very short period of time. It is this catharsis, or ‘dark night of the soul’, that is touched upon in many world myths, religions, and shamanic traditions.

THE GOOD NEWS

The good news is that we don’t have to wait for a complete nervous breakdown to start letting these repressed emotions go. There is a way to let out this emotional pressure, no matter how deep, in a beneficial and transformative way. It requires radical self-honesty and the courage to face the fear that played a main part in suppressing the emotions in the first place. It is not the easiest of paths, and not to be undertaken lightly, but it is one that we must take if we wish to live a truly peaceful and balanced life.

THE DECOMPRESSION PROCESS

First, it is important to create a safe environment in which the decompression process can occur.

The tools for cultivating this are simple: humility and acceptance. We can become humble to the fact that everything is fine, and the emotions we fear coming up, in reality, are not going to kill us, even though at times it may feel like it. We can also cultivate an attitude of acceptance towards all the emotions that arise and just observe them, without judgment.

Second, drop the urge to label the emotions as they arise. Ignore all thoughts about the emotion and instead focus on the sensations that occur in the body. At first, this may be difficult to do, as an emotional numbness can be present. If this is the case, focus on the intention to just feel them, and eventually it will happen.

Once the thoughts and labels about the emotions have been dropped, just sit with the feelings, without trying to change them. Notice if there is a resistance to the way the emotions feel, and just be with that. If a resistance is felt, the key is to not resist the resistance.

In the space of observing the emotions as they are occurring, free of any mental labeling, they become only energies playing out across the energetic backdrop of consciousness. Since there are no labels, it doesn’t even matter if they are there or not. You can ask the question, “What if this feeling stayed in the body forever?” Then what? Would it kill you to feel this way forever? Probably not…

THE RADICAL STEP: ACCEPTING THE EMOTIONS, AS THEY ARE

Try for just a second to experiment with the possibility of the emotion never leaving you, and being totally okay with it, without needing to change anything. Notice how this attitude feels, compared to that of resistance. It can almost feel peaceful, even in the midst of a very heavy emotion.

By dropping the mental labeling of the emotion and the resistance to feeling it, we allow the emotional energy to return into the flow of the universe, rather than keeping it bottled up inside of us. Since there is no longer a resistance to feeling the emotion, there is no longer anything keeping it from leaving; it is finally free to go.

As can be seen, there is no limit to how much you can accept what is happening, to just let it be. Fortunately, there is a limit to the energy of the emotion being let out. If we are patient enough and continue to surrender to the process, eventually the pressure of the emotion runs itself out completely, as if a fire has burned it out of us. It is this transformative fire of the decompression process that clears out all of the unpleasant feelings associated with repressed emotions. What remains is the warmth from the fire, and in it all of the lessons we were meant to learn from the experience.

from: http://themindunleashed.org/2014/06/decompressing-emotions-radical-acceptance.html

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

stream of consciousness message

relaxing at the river

me and my girlfran misstressa went down to the river to relax yesterday



press play
the water was oh so nice o|-<


Monday, July 21, 2014

Jurassic 5, Dilated Peoples & The Beat Junkies @ Marquee Theatre


we made it out to the show, even though i hate the Marquee,
the crowd was hype and security was chillin' so it was a good time



my favorite dialated song:


when this came out in '97 it was a classic

Saturday, July 19, 2014

hiking wet beaver creek



it was a long way there, we started kind of late so the sun was high in the sky, that means you bake, there was very little shade on the trail,
but we made it!


o hai guys


thanks to 6pennies for the photos

tatshoe took this one \/
& check out the dope videoooooo


i'm pretty sure this was the trail we were on

Bell Trail to the Crack - Wet Beaver Creek • Hiking • Arizona • HikeArizona.COM for more info






omg so sweaty

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Saturday, July 12, 2014

meh

These turned out cute even though I'm not that good at beading

Friday, July 11, 2014

i love this girl

decode ur language


click to enlarge





another confession: when i was a teenager i was really interested in witchcraft. i read about it and started to understand most of the beliefs came from nature and natural cycles and the way humans interact with nature is through spell casting, it works...invocation...tuning into specific vibrations.....
the language we have been trained to use is just another form of control,
to understand our mental vibration stays low,
as compared to a nonverbal type of communication like dancing - vibration is naturally higher....
When the English language invaded human consciousness it totally changed human vibes.....



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SPELLING: WE SPELL WORDS TO PRONOUNCE A (PRISON) SENTENCE OR TERM

The first thing you learn when you go to school is how to spell. Words are spelled to create a sentence of terms. Think of a jail sentence or a prison term. The Wyrd sisters in Greek mythology were Fates or witches who controlled the fates of man. In our language we use curse words and cursive writing. We cuss and dis-cuss. Words have meaning and (are) mean things especially cross words. They can be used to make a point. We use a "con" verse to converse in order to keep us off course in our dis-course as a phrase frays. We use catch words. A story is a spiel or a spell. It is all part of the gospel of the Godspell or God's spell.

CURSIVE (W)RITING

Books contain chapters. What is a chapter? A chapter is a secret society or religious order, like the Knights Templar. A chapter contains many pages. What is a page? A page is an understudy and in service to the queen and king, as in pages and squires, a knight who is well versed in magic and is more or less a soldier or trained assassin. To page someone is to summons them. Pages summon demons to enslave or imprison our souls. After all, a page does contain many sentences. A jail sentence is served in a prison ward. And indeed a sentence is created by words that are spelled out by using letters. A letter is someone who allows something to happen or someone who does something for some one else, like a bloodletter.

LANGUID LANGUAGE

We languish in our languid language. Languid means "weak and lacking spirit or void of animation, lifeless" and languish which means "to lose strength or animation; be or become dull, feeble or spiritless; lackadaisical, listless". . How are we imprisoned by our language? Think about a book. The word book as a verb means to arrest or detain -- "book 'em, Danno". In fact, the Latin word for book is "liber", which is where we get our word "library" and also the word "liberty". You can book a reservation which means you're paying for the ownership of something in advance. You can book or place a bet on a game or race with your bookie. Yes, there is a bet being placed on a race -- and it is the human race and the game is the game of life. It is the main bet or the alpha bet. In a group of monkeys, the alpha monkey is the primary monkey or the one in control.

There's a song called Spirits in the Material World from an album named Ghost in the Machine. The lyrics proclaim, "Our so-called leaders speak. With words they try to jail ya. They subjugate the meek. Where do the answers lie when we live from day to day? We are spirits in a material world." The song was performed by a group appropriately named, The Police. The song -- and an entire album by Sting, the lead singer, entitled The Soul Cages -- refers to how we are spirits imprisoned in an earthly body.

WORDS MEAN THINGS

Most words have multiple meanings and synonyms not to mention many anagrams which the subconscious mind can recognize. Factor in its homophones such as "there", "they're", and "their" and it can get quite confusing to keep track. What effect does that have when words with almost opposite meanings are homophones. Think about "know" and "no". Knowledge is considered a very positive word yet it is linked phonetically with the most negative word in our language. So when you say "I know this to be true" are you partiallly negating its reality? Consider the above statement in which the letters of the words have been rearranged, yet you still should be able to read it without problem. This means your subconscious mind should also relate multiple meanings to words have many anagrams. So it shouldn't be any problem to associate God as good, the devil as evil. Now consider the following word relationships: live, evil; god, dog; love, evol.

Pronouncing the words has a pronounced effect. The science of cymatics shows how all spoken sounds take on a vibratory geometry or shape like how you can blow smoke rings by forming your mouth into the shape of the 'O'. The tibetan monks show how sound can be used to form geometric patterns in a plate of sand particles. So the spoken word can indeed create reality.

Also consider the mind's ability to combine words and sounds. When someone sneezes you feel customarily obligated to say "Bless you". But if you sound out the syllables does your subconscious mind also make the connection to the phrase "Be less, you". So the very act of blessing someone can also be subconsciously telling them to be less. This is spell casting.

How are we being programmed through our language to go to the sun or hell? Hello?!!!! Helios was the Greek name for the sun. The sun in English as well as other languages such as Latin, is called Sol. We are all said to be souls or to have a soul (Sol). We have a solar plexus and our feet have soles. Sole is sun in Italian. You are called a person (pertaining to the sun). When a male child is born, he is called a son (sun). The word for sun is sonne in German. Hu was one of the twelve gods in the Egyptian stellar cult which could explain why we are human. Colors and hues originate from the light of the sun. Politicians encourage soldiers or sol diers to go to war for God and country. Of course, when they die they will go to another dimension (die men sun).

Have you ever wondered why we use the word hello to greet each other? After all, the word can be reduced to hell, the fiery place of eternal punishment and the suffix -o which means "associated with". In Greek mythology, Helios, which means "sun", was the God of the Sun. Is it just a coincidence that you have a soul and that our sun is called Sol? If so, why do we call those who die in battle soldiers or sol diers? Is that why we say "good morning" when the sun rises -- because it is good to see the sun because it gives us life, but we are mourning those who sacrificed their souls to make it possible. Why do we call our male offspring sons? You are called a person. Is it because you pertain to the sun?

Words are defined in a dictionary -- dick-shun-nary. Two of the three syllables are negative sounds and theother is a derogative slang term. Synonyms and antonyms are listed in a thesaurus. 'The', from the greek 'theos', is the root of the-ology, the study of 'god' and 'saurus' means 'lizard'. A thesaurus literally means 'lizard god'. How many names for government entities start with a negative prefix. The word nation is nay-shun. The UN, Un-ited nations, NATO, NASI party, NASA, Norad, Unesco, NASCAR, NATAS, and I'm sure you can come up with others.

HOW TO RUIN A LANGUAGE WITH RUNE MAGIC

Do some of the letters or building blocks of our language contain within them a blueprint for the control and possession of our spirits? English has Germanic origins and it is likely that the english letters have their roots in the Germanic runes which were used for magic and casting spells. From Wikipedia on rune magic: "In 1990, Stephan Grundy, a.k.a. Kveldulf Gundarsson, described runic magic as the active principle as opposed to passive interpretations based on runic divination. He held that runic magic is more active than the allegedly shamanic practice of seid practiced by the SeiĆ°kona. Runic magic, he states, uses the runes to affect the world outside based on the archetypes they represent.[15]

Most of Gundarsson's runic magic entails being in possession of a physical entity that is engraved with any or all of the individual runes or "staves", so as to practically work with their energies. The individual runes are reddened with either blood, dyes, or paints. The act of possessing the stave in its final form serves the purpose of affecting the world of form with "the rune might" of that particular stave. After use, the staves are discarded or destroyed.[16]

Gundarsson holds that each rune has a certain sound to it, to be chanted or sung; the sound has in common the phonetic value by which it is represented.[17] This act of singing or chanting is supposed to have more or less the same effect of using the staves in their physical form."

Many of the letters of the English alphabet come directly from the Germanic Runes which were used for magic and spell casting and for causing 'ruin'. Look at how many English letters you can identify from the Elder Futhark rune set.

GRAMMAR OR GRIMOIRE? GOETIA & CYMATICS

The word "grammar" comes from grammars which were old Latin books on syntax and diction. The ancient magic books of Europe which contained instructions to summon demons were known as the Grimoires, French word for "grammar". A "grimoire" or spellbook is a derivative of the french word "grammaire".

The pronunciation and sound of words affects the matter around us. The science of cymatics is the study of sound vibration on matter and it has been demonstrated with sand on plates that vibration caan cause geometric patterns. The ancient Goetia spellbooks were used for conjuring up demons and each demon had its own sigil and name.

"IT" & The Creature from the Subconscious "ID"

Stephen King captured the hearts of America with the release of his blockbuster smash hit book, “It”. The video features the menacing face of a clown while the book reveals the clown’s head as a skull with stars in the eye sockets. The video jacket reads: "Your every fear - all in the deadly enemy. It can be anything, a fanged monster that won't stay on the movie screen, something ominous lurking in the basement or around the next corner. No matter what your biggest fear is, no one knows IT better than Stephen King... The force takes the shape of a clown, but it isn't clowning around. Instead, it terrorizes youngsters with their innermost fears, bringing them to untimely doom - until a group of wily neighborhood kids fight back. Thirty years later it resurfaces: meaner, angrier. And the friends who vividly remember the terrors of their youth reunite to make a desperate final stand against it." In an interview, King admits he was possessed during the writing of the book.

LET "IT" BE & MAKE "IT" SO

Sigmund Freud, the father of psychology, invented a model of the psyche which contained three parts to the self: the ego (conscious mind), the superego (superconscious mind) and what he termed the "id" or the subconscious mind. This was the realm of our fears: scary monsters and demons. This id was considered a sort of third person subsistent to the conscious and superconscious mind. Of course, we use the word "it" as a sort of third "person" as well in our use of speech. And, of course, subconsciously we have been programmed to accept the abbreviated "ID" as our identity. We unknowingly give power to this creature and help create "it" every day with our thought and speech. We watch the horor movie "It" by Stephen King and associate all our deep dark subconscious fears with "IT". Likewise with the word "thing" ('everything'. 'anything', and 'nothing' or no thing) and the use of ambiguous words such as 'they' (THEY live), 'them' ("If you can't beat 'em join them"). We chant the chorus to the song Let It Be over and over again. And it's no coincidence that IT is the acronym that has been curently assigned to the Information Technology field, or computers, for IT very well may be an artificial intelligence or computer. For a detailed analysis and many more examples of "IT" please reference my page on this phenomenon. Extra! Extra! Click here to "read all about IT".

We really need to learn to speak with a more conscious language in mind, ever aware of how we think our thoughts in our minds and how we word our sentences!!

"S"-LANG

Consider the English letter 'S'. First of all, it looks like a snake or serpent -- one that has risen up and is ready to strike or if viewed from overhead it looks like one that is perhaps crawling along. In two-dimensional space, it looks like a sideways wave and in 3-D space it looks like a spiral, both paths that energy follows. The letter ‘s’ is used in English to denote “possession”, which is Satan’s specialty, by placing it at the end of a word with an apostrophe. Plurality or the concept of multiplication or creation, is achieved by appending an ‘s’ or ‘es’ to a word. These two facts, coupled with the sheer number of words in our language means the 'S' sound is one of the most, if not single most, frequently uttered sounds in our speech. Although the vowels are used frequently, they have more than one sound associated with them, a long and short sound. There are probably more esses used in our speech than any other sound. Virtually every sentence we speak contains one or more of these hissing sounds. It would not be accurate to say we sound like hissing snakes when we speak, but our incessant hissing probably reminds us of it at some level subconsciously.

Not only does the letter 'S' physically represent the snake or serpent, phonetically it even sounds like a snake!! It sounds exactly like the hissing sound a snake makes – sssssssss – when it “shakes” its tail. The word hiss even ends in a double-s. And, of course, the words snake and serpent are both s-words as well as Satan, who the Bible says took the form of a snake. He was said to have told mankind a secret -- that man would not die if he ate of the fruit. Of course, when you want to tell someone a secret you say, "pssssssst, come here..." or if you want to keep a secret you say "Shhhhhhhhhhhhh!!". The dollar sign, $, is the standard symbol for English currency. Money is said to be the root of all evil. Not only does the 'S' look like a snake (Satan), and sound like a snake, which is known for shedding its skin, but nearly all words that begin with the letter 's' have a negative connotation associated with them. That is why they can be considered s-words, or swords, because they can kill and injure like a sword. These s-words are a seal or stamp associated with Satan, Satan's Slang or s-lang. The word lang is defined in the dictionary as an abbreviation for the word “language”.

Satan, the snake or serpent also known as Set, slithers about striving to snatch, steal, or strip us of our souls or spirits and is obsessed with possessing or seizing them. He, or she, is subtle, sly, sneaky, slick, slippery, scaly, secretive, scary, spins, spirals or screws into your soul and possesses you and seizes your spirit. Speech is his peach and when we speak, Satan is at his peak as far as deception is concerned. The words “possesses”, “obsesses”, "seizes" contain a multiple s-sound and are words pertaining to control.

The word ess, which is defined as the pronunciation for the letter ‘s’, becomes the word esse when a silent ‘e’ is added. The word esse means “to be” which is where we get the word essence and the word essay which is sort of a written speech and comes from the Old French esai which means “to put to a test” which is what Satan did to Jesus in the wilder-ness. The suffix “-ness” also means a state of being, like loneliness or business. It’s interesting that the Loch Ness in Scotland is said to contain a serpent creature named “Nessie” which nests there. Yes, Satan certainly is a “Busy Ness” when it comes to the business world and show business. And he specializes in monkey business. One should keep this in mind before wishing for good-ness.

A partial list of s-words: sun, shine, soul, spirit, Satan, Samael, Set, sin, serpent, snake, salamander, hisses, siren, spell, steal, scales, shed, skin, slither, slimy, slip, slide, shake, strike, scare, sly, sneak, stealth, secret, subtle, slash, slice, slay, slit, shoot, strip, smack, smite, sword, spook, possesses, obsesses, spin, screw, smell, say, speak, salacious, spiral, pssssssst, sssssssshhhh

Shit! I, mean, Sheesh! It is not easy to think of positive s-words and double “ss” words are even worse. The swastika resembles two esses and the word ‘swastika’ has two of them in number. The Nazis had the “SS” and the ‘ss’ logo which looked like lightening bolts.

The far reaching extent in which the spell our language has cast on us can be seen in the every day usage of cliche. Our languages are saturated with what we like to call killer words and phrases because that’s what they do. Englishmen use the word bloody all the time… bloody well right, they do!!! Some women are considered drop dead gorgeous… and when they are dressed to kill, they are to die for. She was a dead ringer for Marilyn Monroe. If looks could kill they would because she will take your breath away. Wouldn’t you just kill for a date with her? Sometimes she really gets under my skin and burns me up, but if anyone tries to hurt her, they would have to go“over my dead body because I will punch their lights out if they get near her. I’m serious as a heart attack. I’m dead serious. She can be as mean as a snake at times, but she really knew how to kill ‘em with kindness. I was dead set for her. I could have just died right there. I mean, I felt like I had just died and gone to heaven. Eat your heart out. She was a live wire, but at least I would go out in a blaze of glory. I don’t want to beat a dead horse, but she really took me for a ride. Of course, I wore my heart on my sleeve the whole time, but I was scared to death I might lose her because you really have to keep your eyes peeled to find a good one. Not to be a killjoy, but I’m dead to the world around most women, dead as a doorknob.

Ok, that was overkill and painful to read, but it did make a point. Think about the terms we use when we wish good luck to others. “Break a leg, kid” or “Knock ‘em dead!” Or if someone borrows something from us we say, “Go ahead, knock yourself out.” Even time is not immune to our sadistic ways..."time to kill", "just killing time".

Why do Christians conclude their prayers by invoking the name of an Egyptian deity, Amen, who had the body of a man and a ram's head when Satan is depicted as a horned god having a goat's head? Why does the American dollar bill (known as a buck) have an Egyptian pyramid on its reverse side accompanied by the Latin phrase "Anuuit Coeptis Novus Ordo Seclorum" which can be translated "Announcing the Birth of a New World Order"? Why does the American military wear a chevron as an insignia patch when the word derives from the French word chevre, which means "goat", and On, the Egyptian City of the Sun? If the word God traces back to the Indo-European root "ghut-" or the German "gott", why does the changing of the vowel from a short sound to a long sound render the word "goat"?

Why does Christmas, the birthday of the Son of God, coincide with the birthday of the Sun of God at the winter solstice, the three days when the sun is at its lowest point on the Southern Cross, appears to stand still for three days, and then rises or is born again? Is this why Easter is celebrated during the Spring Equinox when the East Star, the Sun, has risen? Why is Santa an anagram for Satan? What exactly does Old Nick really mean? And what is a jingle bell?

Why do we have company and product names like Chevron, Capri Sun, Shiner Bock, Star Bucks, and Sears and Roebuck? What is a Sun Kist or a Star Kist? Why are sports contests called ball games and why do we idolize rock stars such as Kid Rock?

The genre of Horror films possesses other “creature features” with “It” in the title. There was “It Lives!”, “It Lives Again”, “It Came From the Sea”, “It Came From Outer Space”, and “It’s Alive!” which is the expression Doctor Frankenstein made famous when he brought his monster to life. From the time we were young, we have been told over and over again that IT is a scary creature that this association has become deeply embedded within the recesses of our mind.

On the Adamms Family, Cousin Itt was a monster. Itt communicated via a high speed gibberish that only members of the Addams family seemed to understand. Cousin Itt's voice was provided by sound-effects engineer Tony Magro, who created Itt's garbled responses by mouthing gibberish into a tape recorder, with a "ppffft and a thhhhhttt" added for good measure, and then accelerating the tape's recording speed.

The eyes have it. What do the eyes have? What or who is it? The eyes are the windows to the soul. In Saturday Night Live, Dana Carvey played the Church Lady who asked, “Could IT be… Satan?”

That IT refers to Satan can seen in the phrase "when It rains, It pours." Satan, the goat God, is also known as Pan, the Piper. The word gote, a variant spelling of goat, means a channel or pipe for water and comes from the Old English word geotan which means "to pour"! So when It reigns, It pours.

When children play hide and seek, someone always has to be “it”. All the other children run and hide from whoever’s “it”. “It” then goes roaming around trying to find and capture whoever’s not “it”. When someone is found they are tagged as the new “it” -- “Tag, you’re it!!”

The Beatles’ Paul McCartney said the idea for the song “Let it Be” came to him in a dream. He chants the line over and over and we all sing along almost willing it into existence. Every time the song is played on the radio, thousands and thousands are sending forth thought and sound vibrations into the air. We use the word “it” in our language over and over all the time. Could it be possible to manifest a creature from the id, or from the subconscious? Think of these songs: Bread’s “Make it with you”,

How about songs like Mariah Carey’s Make It Happen or Bread's Make It with You? Star Trek’s Captain Picard says “Make it so.” Nike inundates us with the “Just Do It” slogan and the swoosh logo.

People do things “just for the hell of it”. Believe it. Keep it real. To hell with it!!! Keep it up. Let it ride. Pass it on. Get with it. Are you with it? Go for it. Hop to it. Bring it on. Get it together. Play it again, Sam. There's something to it. Check it out. Figure it out. I love it!! When someone dies, "I guess that was it". Live it up. Let it go. Do you get it? i get it! How's it going? It's going good! How's it hanging? Don't let it end. Who can it be now? It's a wonderful life (the ‘i deal’ life). Let's make it last. You've got it made. Give it a try. Grin and bear it. It just so happens. Leave it alone. Give it a rest. How sweet it is. It's what you make it. I can see it in your eyes. Get it together. What is it? Get over it. The devil made me do it. Whatever it takes. Now you see it, now you don't. Cut it out. Whoomp, there it is. I'm not going to stand for it. Take it away boys. It looks so real. Say it ain't so. Give it up. It could happen to you. It can't be true (it always lies). I can feel it in my bones. It's a mystery. Give it everything you've got. It's all in your head. I can't get it out of my head. It's in the way that you use it. Get it, got it? Good. Could it be? Don't even try it. Sit on it.

The Energizer bunny took the world by storm in one of the best advertising campaigns in history. The slogan which was for batteries that create energy was “It keeps going and going…” and became a household phrase for many years. Alka Seltzer encourages us to "Try it, you'll like it!" Compaq asks the question, "Has it changed your life yet?" And American Express admonishes us to "Don't Leave Home without It."

from: http://www.trickedbythelight.com/tbtl/language.shtml

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Humans punish themselves endlessly for not being what they believe they should be.







from the facebook page: Lightworker Activation

∞ “One of the most often asked questions is ‘Do I believe in God’. The simple answer is… I Do NOT believe in God as a being who controls, manipulates, punishes, rewards or commands its followers to change or kill those who think differently. I DO, however, embrace and love A Grand Infinite Energy, an Infinite Power, and an Infinite Consciousness. We can apply any name we wish to this Energy including God. This Infinite Consciousness Does NOT ‘Tell’ me what to do, but rather ALLOWS me to have ANY experience that an Infinite Consciousness may conceive. And, as *I AM* that Infinite Consciousness, All of Creation SEES Me as Itself. And I SEE myself as All of Creation. Too deep? Too complicated? Too simple? Does this make you smile? Does this make you angry? You may experience it any way you choose. And that’s what it’s all about. Infinite Love and Respect to All.” ∞
© Eric Allen author www.change-your-world.com





Imagine using a new language that prevents you from blaming others, being reactive, manipulating, fearing anything in the outside world, needing social approval, being offended by others, and being controlled or controlling others.

Imagine that these problems were simply eliminated from your life because your new language makes them impossible. Welcome to Perceptual Language.

Perceptual Language represents a major development in psychology, perhaps the greatest breakthrough since the days of Freud.

When you learn Perceptual Language, you engage your tongue and your brain toward a new level of enlightenment. Here is a brief overview of how it works.



Principle #1: There is no out there out there.

Perceptual Language honors the principle that we don’t respond to “the world out there.” We respond to our perception of the world. Perception is formed by beliefs, cultural norms, religious affiliation, genetic factors, life experience, sense of right and wrong, and so much more.

All of these factors combine to filter the information that passes through our senses, allowing us to figure out what things mean. In other words, we don’t ever directly experience anything outside of ourselves. We only experience ourselves.

When I listen to someone talk, I am actually hearing my perception of their words, gestures and so forth. I am making meaning out of what they communicates based on that. This may or not match the meaning intended to convey.

If I am offended, it is important to understand that I am actually offended by what I did with her words based on how I made meaning out of them. In essence, I am offended by my perception. Not by her, the real person. I can never experience her, the real person, directly.

In essence, I am offended by this person that I have made a part of me by the way I perceive her. In the end, I am offended by none other than myself.

In short, it is not what people do to me that causes problems for me, but what I do with people to cause myself problems.

I do not experience others the way they experiences themselves. They are not acting on me. I am acting on myself with my perception. When I respond, I am really responding to my perception. I am responding to me.

There are huge benefits to understanding and communicating with this in mind. When I really get this principle, a whole new world in me opens up. Suddenly, I don’t take things personally.

I do not get offended very easily. I can listen to criticism with an open mind. I don’t take myself so seriously or believe others have power over me.



Principle #2: I am an active process.

I act as opposed to being acted upon. I am my own agent. It is true that something may well act upon me. A tree may fall on me. A car may hit me. Another person may shove me.

Psychologically, however, I consider it more important how I respond to these events—what meaning I make of them—and I do this actively.

People so often portray themselves as passive or as victims in their use of language.

“She made me feel so angry.”

“My father makes me feel helpless.”

“I am troubled by my past.”

In reality (in me) I am the one doing the acting. I actively create my own experience. With Perceptual Language I express myself differently:

“I anger myself with her.”

“I make myself feel helpless when I am with my father.”

“I trouble myself with my past.”

This way of putting words together suggests that I am an active participant in my own experience. I am doing to myself as opposed to having things done to me.

There is a world of difference between “I trouble myself with my past” and “I am troubled by my past.”

If I am troubled by my past, then I see my past as something fixed that is acting upon me. In this view, I might have my past being something back there that actually has power over me. So many of us think, speak, feel, and act as if this were actually true.

In the moment I shift myself to “I trouble myself with my past,” I transform my experience. In this view, I am doing something to myself. I am the agent. Nothing other than myself is acting upon me.

Moreover, I am acting on my past-in-me. In other words I am troubling myself with how I am creating my past. This is a significant distinction.

If I am the one who is taking action, I can stop taking this action. Or, I can act differently. A new world of possibility opens up when I get this concept.

I open a new world of possibility in me. I empower myself, no longer believing that I am a victim of outward circumstance when I “verb” myself in this way.

I am not motivated. I motivate myself. I am not excited. I excite myself. I am not sad. I sadden myself. I am not depressed. I depress myself.

I don’t give power to other people or circumstances or life to do anything to me psychologically. I do everything to myself. What do I want to do to myself?



Principle #3: Everything that is happening is happening right now.

When we use Perceptual Language, we speak in the present tense. Most of us believe that there is a past, a present, and a future. I believe that there is only now.

I can only experience myself right now. While I am contemplating the past, I am doing so now, perceiving the past within me at this moment. My future is similar to my past in that when I think about the future I am creating it right now.

When I speak of the past, I can acknowledge in my language that the thoughts or feelings I’m having about my past are happening now. When I speak myself I want to connect myself with my experience in this moment.

“Tomorrow is going to be a scary day.”

This becomes:

“I scare myself with my thoughts about tomorrow.”

“I enjoyed fishing with my dad when was a child.”

This becomes:

”I enjoy myself now with thoughts of fishing with my dad when I was a child.”

There may be endless combinations of words to illustrate how to reflect the here and now in our language. When I speak, I want to remind myself continually that I am doing to myself, right here, right now.

The past that I thought was behind me becomes another aspect of how I experience myself now. The future waiting for me in the great beyond is now within my reach.

So, the world I interact with is within me. I actively create it, right now. Perceptual Language makes these healing concepts a reality.

Realize when you think others are judging you, actually you are only using your own perception of them to judge yourself.
Also realize that what they say is just their perception of me, not me.


I not only got the philosophy that I create my own world, but I had the actual experience, along with others. When these principles are infused with every sentence that comes out of your mouth, it becomes your reality before long.

After seven days of Perceptual Language, I couldn’t get myself back to the old way of seeing the world. It was as if a lifetime of being acted upon, blaming, and resisting just imploded before me. What was left? Just me doing me.

The radical sense of personal responsibility—and radical new freedom—will always remain with me.

Language forms the foundation of our perception. When you change the structure of your language, you change the structure of your world.

from: http://tinybuddha.com/blog/solve-your-problems-and-set-yourself-free-with-perceptual-language/ ________________________________________ confession:
i've wasted sooooo much time being worried about a few people who i used to love a lot but now i cannot get along with to save my life.
after years of rehashing all the things that happened i finally came to the conclusion that these people who i cannot get along with must percieve everything through their ego, because drama seemed to ensue anytime they felt
(1) A hurt ego.
(2) Me not feeding their ego.
(3) Me not serving their ego as quickly or easily as someone else.


I spent a lot of my time confused because the only consistent thing in these relationships was their inconsistency and their constant abandon of any consideration for the well being of anyone else.
why did i allow that in my life? over and over again. i kept thinking things would eventually change....

but nothing changed, i was stuck in an abusive/codependent cycle with these people. most interactions would degrade to a tooth and nail fight of them trying to convince me that i was worst person on the face of the planet because of all the mean, cold-hearted things i did.....but in reality I know all they were doing was projecting their perception of themselves onto me. doing and saying what ever they could think of to 'punish' me for not living up to their ego's expectations. there was no way i was going to accept that, what i did was ignore their egos and tell my truth. they choose not to respect or accept me or my point of view. so was never any resolution. I exhausted myself doing everything I could think of to try to communicate and understand until it became unhealthy, I could feel myself dying. I spent so much time not eating or sleeping, just caught up examining my own mistakes, delusions, and faults and and trying to remove them completely so I could see the situation clearly.

so those worthless, toxic, draining relationships, i let them go, i quit wasting my life and my love....whats the point when someone is a slave to their own ego, i cannot change their perception.
i don't know if things will be different in the future, but i think the best thing i could do is let it all go, enjoy my freedom and keep moving on.

"There is an electromagnetic interaction going on between you and the surrounding energy field all the time, but you simply don’t realize that this is actually a language that you are speaking because you’ve forgotten what the language is, and you don’t have the higher senses active that are required to perceive and comprehend this language. One of the biggest obstacles to you ever accessing these higher senses, and ever understanding this language, is fear. It is the vibration that fear sets up within your body / system / energy field. This is why our entire society, and everything about it, is all based on fear. It is fear-based mind control. They control your mind so that you don’t perceive anything outside of a left-brain reality; the five-sense perception that you have of reality.

When you have this understanding, and you finally comprehend what reality is and how it works, then fear just falls away from you. You begin to see that there really is nothing to fear, and that the only real problem is the vibration of fear itself – that is the problem. I see people in fear about the world that is being created, but really it’s just the propagation of fear. The terrible world that they are so in fear of is only being created because of their failure to face that fear. That fear is the same fear that is in themselves, and that serves to keep them separate from the people around them. You have to break down the fear, and let go of the fear.

To move forward from this point you have to let go of everything that you perceived to be reality, let go of everything that you perceived to be important to you. Of course your family and friends are important to you, but objects and ‘stuff’ that we collect really don’t mean anything, they don’t make us who we are. What makes us who we are is what energy lies within our hearts.

You have to let go of what you believed, what you cared about, what you perceived about yourself and how you perceived others. Let go of everything that has happened in your life up to this point, simply focus on the Now, and the future that we could create if we were to do this. Just let go of all of that stuff that you’ve being carrying around for years. Realize that all of it is a product of this system. All of it is a product of the perception we have been taught to have of what reality is. Let go of judgement, revenge, and all the animosity you feel towards everybody. All of these things are simply mirrors; they are opportunities to address certain emotions that may be raised within yourself. All of these negative emotions are things that you need to experience because all of them are opportunities for healing and change.

If something is making you feel bad, you need to change that. The only way you can change that bad feeling is by embracing it and feeling it; understanding why you feel that feeling – making that feeling one with yourself, and thereby neutralizing it so you can move on to address the next mirror and the next negative emotion that you have. All of these emotions are fear-based, and mostly it’s a fear of looking within and facing that which we see within ourselves.

Any bad feelings you have about anybody else – that’s not them, that’s you, because you are the one creating that feeling. You can feel your body change, your heartbeat raise. Your body chemistry literally changes and you start feeling strange when you’re having these negative feelings around people. This shows that a physical effect is actually caused within your body and it’s not a healthy effect. It’s what makes you sick, and creates illness in your body. That’s what these negative feelings and emotions do, and they only affect you – they don’t affect other people – and they’re all fear-based. You have got to let go of all of this.

Once we can let go of all of these feelings and animosity, and realize that everybody who ever wronged us only did so because of what they had perceived reality to be up to that point, then it’s easy to forgive them. It is easy to forgive anything that anybody has done because now we have an opportunity to welcome them home, to bring the whole human race back to where it should be. This is happening right now, and it is how consciousness will evolve; but people have to choose to do it, to participate, and when they do true enlightenment will happen. That’s how we can change the direction of mankind and all life on this planet. We are currently heading for complete destruction in order to support an economic system which isn’t real. It’s just numbers on a screen, pieces of paper, words and figures that people make up. It has nothing to do with reality, the world or the human race and it doesn’t benefit anybody. "
(excerpt from a previous post)